Miss_x_Scarlet

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 16:34:40 GMT

You know you have a problem when you feel left out of something you don't even WANT to be included in.
Why am I an idiot?

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 19:47:07 GMT

So Valentine's Day was good
With exception to the fact that I'm sick
Vince and I went to Benihanna
And then came back to my house to watch Harry Potter
I'm a little upset that my Valentine's Day didn't involve a new cute pair of underwear
But hey, I trust my judgment on that one
And I think it was a good call
I can't really figure out if what's going on with Vince and me will last
Because who knows what 2 or 3 months of us not seeing each other will bring?
I don't really want to say "Oh well" but what else is there besides that?

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 17:42:10 GMT

This is going to be just like last time
Where he only picks up his phone when he feels like it
And he "likes" me but he will never date me
Because of either his friends, or he's a lying sack of shit
Who doesn't like me at all

Well, fuck him if he gets mad at me for finding something of substance.

People don't deserve second chances

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 07:07:04 GMT

The hens they all cackle, the roosters all beg,
But I will not hatch, I will not hatch.
For I hear all the talk of pollution and war
As the people all shout and the airplane roar,
So I'm staying in here where it's safe and it's warm,
And I WILL NOT HATCH!

-Shel Silverstein

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 04:22:27 GMT

I just updated my firefox to the latest version
I wish I hadn't done that, it looks strange and I don't like it.
Oh, and by the way-
You're an idiot. Yes, you.
I'm not playing fucking games.
So, you're going to have to play with yourself.

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 17:38:45 GMT

I can get my license now.
Sweet. I guess.
I don't want it, but it'll get my dad off my back.
He said as long as I get it, he doesn't care if I drive.
Which is stupid of him, cause he'll just be paying unneeded insurance.
So I guess I'm taking my driving test on Friday.
Oh, and best of all-
When I do feel like driving anywhere
It'll be in a purple pick up truck.
How friggin' awesome is that!?
It's the only part I'm looking forward to.

I also have to get a job. ;-;

Oh yeah, and sometimes I wonder
What certain people were like before they got stoned every day.

SP2PER3: Lindsay stop playing that dumb game

He was talking about this:
http://www.popcap.com/games/chuzzle
And I laughed pretty hard.

This summer, so far, seems like it's going to suck.
And it's only 4 days into it.
Alex doesn't realize, there's no one on my phone to call
Other than him
He said we're going to ween me off of him
So I'll be okay when he goes to college
I'll kill him. I swear to you, I will.
I need more friends.
Or at least- more people to serve as entertainment.
I gave this boy from my gym class my number
But I don't know if he'll call
I figure he will, but you never know these things
I told him not to give me his
Because out of boredom I'd probably call him incessantly

So, Sunday didn't work out.
But what was supposed to take place last Sunday
Has been moved to next Sunday
And will hopefully follow through.

I need to sew something. I think.

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 14:52:53 GMT

When you're over it,
You're over it.
He's over it.
I guess I have to be over it too.

And I can't wait until Sunday.
I have all this excitement rushing through me.
I hope it all amounts to what I expect it to be.

Sat, 26 May 2007 05:35:57 GMT

lazybum8998: and holy fuck
Subtly Dramatic: ?
lazybum8998: did I ask you out?
Subtly Dramatic: .... lol?
lazybum8998: i dont remember doing that... *cocks head*
Subtly Dramatic: the Prom note
Subtly Dramatic: You idiot. lol
lazybum8998: did i?
lazybum8998: haha, awesome
Subtly Dramatic: ... how do you not remember?
Subtly Dramatic: I just smacked myself in the head for you.

Wed, 09 May 2007 23:21:09 GMT

Yay! Facebook!

Wed, 09 May 2007 02:40:58 GMT

Bah, I'm going to Prom with Alex, I suppose.
It's not the same.
Seeing Dan there with someone else will be really hard.
That especially depends on who it is.

Acen this weekend.
I'm not excited anymore.
It's been difficult to look forward to anything.

It hurts to realize that I've lost everything
And he's looking to find something else

I wish that wishes came true.

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:55:31 GMT

Everything's been shot to hell.
I think I'm going to be sick.

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 00:39:34 GMT

I can go to Acen ^_^
Britt changed her graduation party thing
I'm excited
GONNA SEE IF I CAN STILL PRE-REGISTER.

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 00:47:58 GMT

My birthday is next Sunday.
I'll be 17
And I'm not doing anything for it.

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 00:47:31 GMT

ACTs tomorrow
I get out at 12:05
Might go to 7-11 with Alex
I told him we were gonna go get Slurpees
But, it's Alex
And he has no school tomorrow
So who knows, he'll probably be sleeping

I hope ACTs are fine
I'm not worried about what I get on it
I don't really have to be
But I've just been really stressed out and shit
Last two nights I've started crying
And couldn't really stop crying for like an hour

I don't really have anyone to talk to
Dan doesn't want to listen or help, it seems
Maybe he just doesn't know how
I understand I'm impossible
But I've just gotten so used to someone caring about me
That it's hard to think... maybe he doesn't anymore

I know I've been a really fucking shitty girlfriend
At least for the past couple months
But once I've tried to make up for it
He ignores it
Every. Single. Attempt.
But when we almost broke up
He said "Maybe if you were nice to me..."
So I've tried to be
And he just full out blows it off
I guess I deserve it
But I don't feel like having someone take revenge upon me

He doesn't talk anymore
About anything
He says he never does
Says he never did
Whatever
I've run out of stuff to talk about with him
Because a] he doesn't continue what I'm trying to have a conversation about
b] he won't start his own damn conversation
But when I ask if he's mad or wants to get off the phone it's always "no"
Or he'll ask me what's wrong
And once I tell him
He accuses me of accusing him
He shouldn't ask if he doesn't want to know

He probably was thinking about dumping me again last night
Just didn't want to say anything so I wouldn't fucking bomb my ACT
If that's the case, I guess that's nice of him and all
But I'll be pissed when I find out, that's for damn sure

I don't know how I feel about anything anymore.

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 04:21:34 GMT

Fuuucck
It's really hard to push four years of your life
Out of your head
You're bound to miss something

I don't care how much I hate him
I think I miss how angry he made me
I can't help it

I wish I could drive him fucking insane
He deserves to know what it's like not to have something

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 16:34:18 GMT

The Basics
1.) Your name: Lindsay
2.) Nicknames: Currently it’s Meow.
3.) Do you like these nicknames?: My nicknames never stick. I like it. And how I got it was funny.
4.) Location: Inverness.
5.) Age: 16
6.) Birthday: May 6th
7.) Zodiac sign: Taurus
8.) Parents names: Robert and Stephanie
9.) Siblings?: Kelsey and Brittany
10.) Pets: Ollie (dog) and Hunter (my kiiiitttyy)
11.) Number of rooms in your house: 5 bedrooms 6 bathrooms and I don’t feel like counting the rest.
12.) Religion: Agnostic-ish.
13.) If so-practicing?: No.
14.) Male or Female?: Female
15.) Is your family close?: Not really.
What are your favorite…
16.) Foods: I don’t know, I like pasta. Cause taquitos.... are horrible for me.
17.) TV shows: Avatar, Forensic Files, history channel stuff.
18.) Movies: Boondock Saints, Blair Witch 2, Practical Magic
19.) Actors: Antonio Banderas, John Travolta
20.) Actresses: Nicole Kidman, Erica Leerhsen
21.) Books: Anything by Francesca Lia Block, mythology, hauntings/paranormal, fantasy, dark fantasy
22.) Artists: I don’t have a favorite?
23.) Types of Music: I don’t know, all the music on my ipod’s awful, and I love it.
24.) Video Games: Bosconian, Tekken, Legend of Mana, Mortal Combat, DOA, DOA Xtreme Beach Volleyball
25.) Computer Games: Solitaire or anything on Neopets.
26.) Outfits: I don’t have a favorite.
27.) Stores: Kohl’s or JC Penny’s, I guess?
28.) Sports: Tae Kwon Do, Hockey
29.) Colors: Brown, olive green burnt orange
30.) Numbers: 3 or 9 or 6
31.) Websites: Neopets. ^_^
32.) Cartoons characters: AANG! Or Sokka.
33.) TV Channels: Cartoon Network, History, Discovery, Court TV
34.) Made For TV Movies: No clue
35.) Comedians: I don’t really like any
36.) Comediennes: Same as above.
37.) Hair products: I don’t remember what my shampoo is
38.) Makeup Products: I don’t care.
39.) Kind of Pens: Liquid ink.
40.) Kind of Shows: Cartoons/Anime, Hauntings, Crime
41.) Pieces of jewelry: Puca shell necklace! But I think my sister stole it. And my rose quartz....
42.) Kinds of Soap: I liked my oatmeal soap stuff I used to have. Everything else makes me itchy.
43.) Kinds of Shampoo: I have like 3
44.) Game Systems: PlayStation!
45.) CD’s: 111 :)
46.) Snacks: Dunno. I’m trying not to do that >_>
47.) Past times: Computer, reading, drawing, writing, coloring, talking, hanging out, playing video games, watching other people play video games... sewing?
48.) Things to do on the weekend: Hang out.
49.) Magazines: Vogue or Elle Or Highlights!!!
50.) Animals: Sheep wolves and pandas.
Clothing
51.) Favorite Brand of Clothing?: I don’t have one.
52.) Favorite sweatpants: Woodstock!
53.) What is your everyday outfit?: I don’t know?
54.) Do you wear a uniform to school?: Nope!
55.) Do you like it?: ---
56.) What is your favorite clothing store?: Kohl’s, Penny’s
57.) Do you try to dress like other people?: No.
58.) Do you consider yourself to be trendy?: No, that’s why I’d make a bad Asian.
59.) What kind of shoes do you wear?: Brown $20 little boys shoes from Target.
60.) Do you like funky shoelaces?: Not anymore, no.
61.) Do you wear hats?: No. I look terrible in them. Except Jack’s Pokemon hat.
62.) Do you wear a lot of jewelry?: No.
63.) If so, what?: Puca shell necklace or my star necklace, pretty much stuff I’ve made myself... and when I wear earings for extended periods of time it’s my small gold hoops because I’m allergic to anything but 14 karat gold.
64.) Do you wear belts?: Not really anymore.
65.) Do you wear skirts?: No.
66.) Do you wear revealing clothing?: No.
67.) Do you like the Eskimo look?: Maybe if I were about to go out ice fishing?
68.) Do you wear big pimpin coats?: No.
69.) Do you carry a purse or bag?: I carry my backpack around school, and a purse only if I can’t fit everything in my pockets... actually, it’s usually a boohbah backpack.
70.) If so, what is it like?: BOOHBAH
School
71.) What are your grades like?: They’re okay.
72.) Do you wish you could change your performance in school?: Not really, otherwise I would’ve changed it by now.
73.) Are you failing anything? Not currently, well maybe gym.
74.) Do you take a language?: Nope!
75.) If so which language?: I used to take Spanish.
76.) Who is your favorite teacher?: This year? I don’t have one.
77.) Do you decorate your locker?: Nope.
78.) Do you decorate your bookbag?: I don’t... exactly... have to.
79.) If so, with what?: It’s Ninja Turtle.
80.) Do you draw on yourself in school?: Nope.
81.) Do you doodle all over your notebooks? Yes. I write meow a lot. And draw whales.
82.) Do you take art?: Fashion. And I took photo. Next year I have art/design and print making.
83.) Do you walk to school or are you driven?: Driven in the mornings, bus home.
84.) Do you like school?: Yeah.
85.) How big is your school?: Would you like the measurement in inches or centimeters?
86.) Do a lot of your friends go to your school?: I don’t have a lot of friends in general.
87.) Do you wish you could change schools?: No.
88.) Are you on the Honor/Merit roll?: Nope.
89.) Do you participate in school plays?: No.
90.) Are you in any clubs/which ones?: No
Your Room
91.) What color is your room?: Bright orange with tiedye butterflies.
92.) Is it messy or clean?: Messy.
93.) What are on your bedsheets?: I don’t have sheets. :)
94.) Do you have posters on your wall?: Nope.
95.) If so, of what?: Nope.
96.) Do you have a TV in your room?: Nope.
97.) A computer?: Nope
98.) A radio?: Yup
99.) An alarm clock?: Yup
100.) A stereo?: Yup
101.) What is under your bed: SOCK MONSTER!
102.) Do you have a big closet?: Yes.
103.) Do you write on your walls?: Nope.
104.) Do you have any beads hanging up?: No.
105.) If so, what design?: Nope
106.) Is your ceiling decorated?: Nope
107.) If so, of what?: Nope
108.) Do you decorate your door?: Nope
109.) With what?: Nope
110.) What color is your carpet?: Tanish....
Music
111.) What are you favorite bands?: I dunno. Nine Inch Nails?
112.) Do you own a lot of CD’s?: 80 some.
113.) How many exactly?: 80 some
114.) Do you download music?: No
115.) What are your favorite songs?: A Case of You.
116.) Do you listen to the radio?: Not if I can help it.
117.) Do you like loud music?: Sometimes.
118.) Do you think its obnoxious when people drive down the street with their stereos all the way up blasting the kind of music you loathe?: Sure.
119.) Do you like rap?: No.
120.) Do you like country: Yeah.
TV
121.) What TV shows are you glued to?: Psychic Detectives, A Haunting, Forensic Files, Billy and Mandy, Will & Grace, Pokemon, Invader Zim, Avatar. But I don’t watch TV that much.
122.) Are you a couch potato?: Nah. But I made a baked potato in the microwave yesterday.
123.) Do you watch the news?: No.
124.) Are you easily influenced by the people on TV?: No.
125.) Who is your favorite TV star?: Dunno
126.) Do you watch late night TV?: Hardly. History channel usually.
127.) Do you have more than 100 channels on your TV?: Yes
128.) Do you actually care about any of those above 100?: 120 and 126
129.) Do you watch the Spanish channel just for fun?: No.
130.) What is your take on commercials?: They’re okay?
131.) How big is your TV?: *hugs TV*
132.) Do you use a remote or change it manually?: Remote.
133.) When you see something on TV do you run out and buy it as soon as possible?: No.
134.) Do you like dramas?: No.
135.) Do you like comedies?: I like sarcastic.
136.) Comedy Central-good or bad?: Bad.
137.) Are you obsessive over anyone on TV?: No.
138.) Do you watch any sports on TV/which ones?: No.
139.) Do you watch music videos?: No.
140.) Do you like watching I Love the 80’s even if you weren’t living in the 80’s?: Yeah!
Morals/Beliefs
141.) Religion?: Agnostic
142.) Do you go to church regularly?: No, I don’t mind if someone takes me though. It’s kind of nice.
142.) Pro-life?: Yes
143.) Pro-choice?: Yes
144.) Are you a virgin?: Yes
145.) Do you believe in God?: Eh, something, I guess.
146.) Jesus?: Magician? Lol.
147.) Allah?: Dunno. Sure why not.
148.) Buddha?: ^_^ Only if I can poke him.
149.) Do you have crosses hanging in your house?: No, I have a necklace from Max.
150.) Do you believe in ‘the true meaning of Christmas’?: Presents?
Friends
151.) Who are your best friends?: Conor and Alex.
152.) Do you have a lot of friends?: Yes, but not really close.
153.) Who is your funniest friend?: Conor
154.) Craziest?: Tom
155.) Weirdest?: ... I can’t even begin.
156.) Prettiest: Well, uh... Jack??
157.) Fanciest?: Don’t know.
158.) Sportiest?: Alex. He plays tennis.
159.) Girliest?: ... JACK! ^_^;;
160.) Mellowest?: Alex I guess, since Huang’s not my friend :(
161.) Stupidest?: Not sure, actually.
162.) Smartest?: Alex?
163.) Thugest?: Ha... ha...
164.) Do you have a lot of acquaintances?: Yeah, but not too many.
165.) Are you friends with any of your teachers?: No.
166.) Are you friends with any friends parents?: No.
167.) Are you really outgoing only around your friends?: I dunno. I don’t talk much during class.
168.) Are you comfortable around your friends?: Usually.
169.) Are you easily influenced by your friends?: Nope.
170.) Are you part of a clique?: No.
171.) Do you make new friends easily?: Yeah, if I want to.
172.) Do you have a lot of friends online?: Four. Max, Crow, Josh, Marc. I don’t think I talk to any of them anymore.
173.) Where did you meet them?: MySpace [lol] except for Max who I met in a Harry Potter chat room in 6th grade.
174.) Do you have a lot of LJ friends?: No.
175.) Do you sleep over at friends houses a lot?: I haven’t had a sleep over since Freshman year.
176.) Do you make yourself at home when you go to other friends houses?: Yes
177.) Do your friends rub off on you a lot? No. Well, sometimes.
178.) Could you live one day without your friends?: Yes.
179.) Rate your social life on a scale of 1-10: Seven?
180.) How is this survey so far?: It’s going to take awhile
This or That
181.) Book bag/Messenger bag: Messenger?
182.) Punk/Emo: I guess punk...?
183.) Rock/Rap: Rock
184.) Jay-Z/Nas: I don’t know either of them
185.) Justin/Clay: Woo, Justin?
186.) Ruben/Clay: Clay? I don’t know why I’m choosing these.
187.) Cat/Dog: Cats
188.) PS2/Xbox: Xbox
189.) DVDs/VHS: DVD
190.) Cds/Tapes: Both.
191.) Big screen/small screen: Big screen
192.) Movies at home/in the theater: Home
193.) Popcorn/Candy: Candy
194.) Jacket/Coat: Coat.
195.) Real fur/Fake fur: Fake
196.) sister/brother: Neither.
197.) Home/House: House
198.) Espanol/Deutsch: Espanol
199.) Art/Computer: Art.
200.) Laptop/Desktop: Desktop
201.) Pepsi/Coke: Coke, but I don’t like either
202.) Orange/Apple: Apple
203.) Phone/Computer: Computer
204.) Email/Letters: Letters.
205.) Big/Small: Small
206.) Pizza/Ravioli: Pizza
207.) Baby/Toddler: Baby
208.) 16/21: 16?? For what?
209.) CSI/24: Huh??
210.) Superman/Spiderman: Spiderman
211.) Kilborn/Conan: who n who?
212.) Letterman/Leno: No idea
213.) SNL/MadTV: No
214.) Flinstones/Jetsons: Flinstones
215.) Lord of the Rings/Harry Potter: Harry Potter, but I really like both.
216.) Boxers/Briefs: BOXERS. Briefs are weird looking.
217.) Pants/Skirts: Pants
218.) Skirts/Skorts: Skirts
219.) Fork/Spoon: SPORK
220.) People/InTouch: People, I guess
Are you…
221.) Gothic?: No.
222.) a freak?: Could be considered
223.) a computer nerd?: Not really a nerd. Just sit at it all day completely oblivious to what it can do.
224.) a science freak?: Nope.
225.) a sports fan?: No
226.) one of those people that sit in the back of the room during an exam and cough and sniff the whole time?: No.
227.) a class clown?: No.
228.) funny?: I can be?
229.) serious?: Bitchy.
230.) intellectual?: Yeah, when I feel comfortable.
231.) an LOTR nerd?: I can’t be if I’ve never read the books.
232.) a failure?: When I don’t try.
233.) a success?: Yes.
234.) a loser?: Used to be.
235.) popular?: Well known, I guess I’d call it. Or I was freshman year.
236.) lazy?: Yes
237.) outgoing?: Yes
238.) shy?: Yes
239.) friendly?: Yes
240.) easily annoyed?: More like... random bursts of low-tolerance.
241.) tolerant of others views?: Sometimes.
242.) addicted to crack?: No
243.) addicted to any other drug?: No
244.) a partier?: No
245.) naturally hyperactive?: Yeah
246.) Wild?: Yes
247.) sporty?: No
248.) smelly?: Good smelly!
249.) an insomniac?: I just wake up all the time
250.) a procrastinator?: Yes
251.) a criminal?: No
252.) a crackpot?: No
253.) a bookworm?: Used to
254.) hairy?: ... I haven’t shaved for at least 2 weeks, probably more. LOL.
255.) good at playing basketball?: Terrible at it
256.) in high school?: Yes
257.) in prison?: No
258.) from mars?: No
Random Questions
261.) Do you like frosted flakes?: Sometimes.
262.) Are you easily mistaken as being someone of the opposite sex?: Nope.
263.) Do you like nuns?: ^_^;; *poke poke*
264.) Is this survey getting on your nerves?: Not yet
265.) Do you use correct English?: Yeah
266.) Hablar Espanol?: No.
267.) Spien Deutsch?: No. Mother, we have mail!
268.) Speak English?: Yes
269.) Do you know what an aphrodisiac is?: An aphrodisiac is an agent which acts on the mind and causes the arousal of the mood of sexual desire... I looked it up.
270.) Do you know what Draculas first name is?: Vlad.... the Impaler!
271.) Do you like Russian names?: No.
272.) Like Vlad?: The Impaler! *huggles*
273.) Homer?: No
274.) Are you a busy body?: No
275.) Do you like to glue quarters to the floor and see how many people try and pick them up and proceed to fail?: :) No.
276.) Do you like to go mini golfing dressed as old men?: I like glow in the dark mini golfing.
277.) Do you like to roller skate?: Roller blade, yes
278.) Who do you wish was president?: I don’t know.
279.) What do you think of Pres. Bush?: Meh.
280.) Do you play Roller Coaster Tycoon?: I used to. I get bored of those.
281.) Are you insecure?: Sometimes I think so, but I think I’m really just pessimistic
282.) Are you influenced by ancient Greek culture?: No, but I like Greek mythology
283.) Roman culture?: I like that mythology too
284.) What kind of architecture do you like?: Gothic
285.) What style architecture is your house?: I’m not sure
286.) Do you like to shop in big cities?: Every once in awhile.
287.) Do you like to clean your room?: No
288.) Do you hate when people sit in the back of the room during an exam and cough and sniffle the whole time to break your concentration?: Yes.
289.) Do you think that clocks are dumb?: No
290.) Does anybody really know what time it is?: Yes
291.) Does anybody really care?: Some people might
292.) Who sings that song?: Hell, I don’t know.
293.) Do you like Chicago?: Yeah sure.
294.) Does Nevada have a football team?: I’m guessing no if this question’s on here.
295.) What did you get on the last big test you took?: I don’t know.
296.) Do you pace in circles when you get nervous?: No. I fidget.
297.) Do you play with dolls?: :( I play with my old Barbie’s when I go to my cousins.
298.) Do you like Star Trek?: No.
299.) Whats 2+9+9?: 20
300.) Do you like filling out these surveys?: Sure.
Money
301.) Do you have a job?: No
302.) What do you do?: Nothing.
303.) Does your boss like you?:
304.) How much do you get paid?:
305.) Do you have your own bank account?: Yeah.
306.) Do you have a credit card?: No
307.) a checkbook?: No
308.) Are you a big spender?: Sometimes.
309.) Do you go to the mall a lot?: Depends.
310.) In an average week, how much money do you spend?: Dunno.
311.) Do you know how much a peso would be worth in the United States today?: I did when I was in Cancun and it like changes every day lol
312.) How about a Franc?: No
313.) Do you really care?: Nope.
314.) Do you like your job if you have one?:
315.) If you don’t have one, do you wish you had one?: Nah.
316.) Do you wish you had more money?: Uh, duh
317.) Why?: So i can spend it:P
318.) Would you rather be filthy rich with no friends or dirt poor with tons of friends and a dog?: Lol, I honestly don’t know.
319.) Do you have a cool wallet?: I don’t have a wallet.
320.) What is the largest amount of money you ever had in your possession at one time?: $300?
321.) What are you wearing?: Jeans, An Café shirt I made, sweater?
322.) What are you listening to?: Wai’oli. Mark Keali'i Ho'omalu
323.) Who are you talking to?: Conor.
324.) What are you doing other than filling out this survey?: Really, not anything.
325.) How is your hair?: Haha, fucked up. Cause I didn’t care before I left to hang with Alex and Ricky, and then I fell asleep.
326.) Do you have anything on your feet?: SOCKS!
327.) Are you cold or warm?: My feet are cold and I have to pee.
328.) Do you have any jewelry on?: Button necklace and the same gold earrings I always wear.
329.) Do you have any makeup on?: Not really.
330.) Name 4 things laying around your desk: Coke can, cell phone, printer, blank CDs.
331.) Pick up a book laying near you and type a random sentence from a random page: “I continually dream that we’ll lie down together and I’ll come many times” lol
332.) Open a cabinet near you and describe whats in it: Food from like a year ago. ^_^
333.) What time is it?: 12:36 AM
334.) Should you be doing something else now?: Peeing. Sleeping.
335.) Why aren’t you doing it?: I honestly don’t know.
336.) Is your room a mess now?: Yeah.
337.) Is your mom nagging at you to clean it?: My mom doesn’t live here.
338.) What are any people around you doing?: No one’s around.
339.) Who are you thinking about right now?: Panda. And if I should text him or not cause it’d kinda late.
340.) Are you doing anything illegal?: No.
Looks
341.) How much time do you spend on your appearance in the morning?: Between 10 minutes and an hour. ^_^;;
342.) Do you wear makeup regularly?: Not a lot.
343.) If so, what?: Cover up and like a little bit of brown eye shadow.
344.) Are your looks important to you?: Yeah, not at school though.
345.) Do you want to change the way you look?: I’m squishy.
346.) What would you change?: Just the squishy.
347.) How do you usually wear your hair?: I don’t know, it’s usually different. I guess the easiest part is just leaving it wavy.
348.) Do you dye your hair?: I have. Brown, pink, and purple.
349.) Do you straighten you hair?: Yeah, not that much.
350.) What color is your hair naturally?: Red.
351.) What is your eye color?: Blue/grey.
352.) Do you wear colored contacts?: I had some freshman year, but my eye doctor said he NEVER prescribed them to me, so I have to wait till I’m 18
353.) Do you look like your parents?: Nope.
354.) Is that good or bad?: I don’t care.
355.) Do you turn strange colors sometimes?: My face gets flushed really easily?
356.) Why?: Because I’m so pale.
357.) Do you have any piercings?: 2 in each ear and left cartilage.
358.) Any tattoos?: No
359.) Ever gotten a makeover?: Once.
360.) Do you experiment a lot with new looks?: Yeah. Used to.
Travel
361.) Have you ever been out of the country?: Cancun.
362.) Out of your state?: Yeah
363.) Out of your city?: Yeah
364.) Do you go on a vacation every year?: No.
365.) If so, to where and for how long?: Places.
366.) Have you ever ridden in a plane?: Yeah.
367.) In a boat?: Yeah
368.) Do you visit relatives that live far away from you at all?: Georgia and Minnesota, and hardly ever.
369.) ON average, every week how many miles do you travel?: No clue?
370.) Do you drive?: No lol.
Cars
371.) Favorite car?: Orange car.
372.) Color for that car?: Orange.
373.) Do you have your liscense?: I should
374.) Permit?: Yeah.
375.) Do you like fast cars?: I’m scared of cars.
Sleep
376.) How long so you sleep each night on average?: I don’t know, since I wake up so much, not a lot.
377.) Is this enough?: Probably not.
378.) Do you dream every night?: I don’t like to. I used to not, and then recently I started to and then I realized it was cause my blanket was the wrong direction on my bed... or so I thought, so I turned it around, and I stopped having dreams.
379.) Describe a weird dream you had: Well, so my friend and I had this pumpkin, and it was purple. This kind of lilac color and you could tell it was painted on cause you could still see some orange. Well, this pumpkin tried to hang itself, so my friend and I took it on a plane. We even gave it a first class seat for it. But I guess it was still a very unhappy little pumpkin because it tried to jump out of the plane with no parachute. We grabbed it and buckled it in. Then we pretty much teleported to her house where Mr. Pumpkin was on a bench, and out of NOWHERE this bucket of water pours down and washes off the purple paint so I just have a normal orange pumpkin. Then it decides it wants to paint itself blue, so with no hands, it picks up a paintbrush and starts painting itself.
380.) Do you sleep in awkward positions?: Sometimes
381.) Do you sleep in school?: I can’t.
382.) If so, do you wake up with different patterns all over your face from whatever you were laying on?: No.
383.) What position do you usually wake up in?: I’ve never paid attention.
389.) Does your alarm clock wake you up?: yeah.
390.) What kind of alarm do you have?: Beep beep.
Going Out
391.) How often do you go to parties?: Never.
392.) Are you a crazy party hopper?: No
393.) Do you like wild parties with lots of people?: No... I like going to wild gaming nights. Lol.
394.) Are you a social butterfly?: Sometimes
395.) Do you go clubbing?: No.
396.) Ever been drunk?: No.
397.) Ever get kicked out of a party?: No
398.) For what?:
399.) Do you throw a lot of parties?: No.
400.) Do you go to the mall a lot?: Not really
401.) Do you go with a lot of friends?: Not a lot. Like one, maybe two.
402.) Do you like going to arcades?: Sometimes.
403.) Is DDR a cool game?: No.
404.) What about those racing games?: No.
405.) How many parties have you been to in the last 3 months?: None.
406.) How many formal dances have you been to in the last year or so?: One.
407.) Do you dress up when you go out?: Eh.
408.) Do you go to see a lot of movies on the weekend?: I don’t really like going to movies.
409.) Who has the best parties?: I don’t know.
Dating and Stuff
410.) Are you involved romantically with anyone right now?: Yeah. Dan.
412.) Do you wish you were with someone right now?: Dan.
413.) Do you have a secret crush?: It’s no secret really.
414.) Who?: Dan.
415.) Do they know?: Dan.
416.) How many people have you dated in the passed year?: Since laaast April... three.
417.) Kissed in the past year? Four.
418.) Do you know what 143 means?: No.
419.) How many people have you said "I love you" to?: Two.
420.) Did you mean it?: Yeah.
421.) If you didn’t mean in, why did you bother saying it?: Lame.
422.) Do you say I Love You to your friends all the time?: Yeah. And I hate you... lol
423.) Where do you go out on dates?: I don’t know, places.
424.) Whats the most fun date you ever had?: Medieval Times.
425.) If you break up with someone do you cry your heart out while listening to breakup songs and then in an hour your fine again with a new love-buddy?: No.
Who Would Win In a Fight?
426.) Britney or Christina: Christina.
427.) Justin or JC: Justin cause I don’t know who JC is
428.) Frodo or Sam: Frodo, you dumb bitch.
429.) B2K or Nsync: NSync
430.) Cartman or Bart Simpson: I don’t know.
431.) Dracula or Frankenstein: Dracula
432.) Triumph or Simon Cowell: Dunno.
433.) Conan or Jay: Dunno.
434.) Rosie O’Donnell or Boy George: Rosie.
435.) Carmen Electra or Pamela Anderson: Carmen Electra
436.) Tommy Lee or the guy whos married to Carmen Electra right now: Tommy Lee.
437.) Bill O’Reilly or Chris Matthews: Who?
Inspiration
438.) Who are your heroes?: Dunno. Grandma ^_^
439.) Why do you look up to them?: She’s my grandma ^_^
440.) Do you wish you could be just like them?: No. Lol.
441.) State the most inspiring quote you know: O_o Pot8o
442.) Do your parents inspire you?: No.
443.) Do any of your friends inspire you?: No.
More Random Questions
444.) Are nutri-grain bars good or bad?: Bad?
445.) Do you eat a lot of donuts?: No.
446.) What kind?: DUNKIN DONUTS.
447.) Do you like chocolate?: Yes
448.) Has your uncle ever gone to jail for unpaid parking tickets?: Not that I know of.
449.) Do you see dancing giraffes and living gnomes in your sleep?: Not yet.
450.) Do you like headphones that go in your ears or stay out?: In.
451.) Do you like mini blinds?: Huh?
452.) Have you ever broken your mini blinds with a hanger?: ?
453.) Have you ever gotten into a violent fit of rage and tried to murder someone?: Not murder... lol
454.) How is this survey so far?: My eyes, they burn.
455.) Do you like the movie ‘Fantasia’?: Not really, it’s kind of boring.
What’s Your Take On…
456.) Life: Blegh, I don’t pay attention to the long run.
457.) The world: Okay.
458.) President Bush: Blegh.
459.) Ahhhhnold: Huh?
460.) Gary Coleman running for governor: HAHA. I’m listening to Avenue Q right now... Gary Coleman... lol.
461.) Howard Stern: Dont know him
462.) The war in Iraq: I’d say useless, but it’s not useless anymore I suppose because when it was useless we decided to stay there and make it have a “point”
463.) the economy: Dont care
464.) jay-z retiring: Don’t care.
465.) school: 2 months!
466.) going to college: Dunno.
467.) marriage: Not sure yet.
468.) football: Ha.
469.) baseball: Ew.
470.) people cutting themselves for pleasure: Don’t fucking start with me on that one.
Do You…
471.) Pick your nose?: No.
472.) Untie your shoe laces everytime you take your shoes off?: No.
473.) Fart a lot?: No.
474.) Burp a lot?: Yeah.
475.) Do stupid things in public?: Not really, probably...
476.) Terrorize innocent people on golf courses?: No.
477.) Have random hallucinations?: No
478.) Wear shirts with quotes on them?: No.
479.) Wear patches and/or pins on your clothing?: No.
480.) Wear leg warmers?: FUZZY PURPLE BOOT COVERS.
481.) Sing in the shower?: No.
482.) Play any card game?: Sometimes.
483.) Sleep with a teddy bear?: No -- a blanket though, my 2 ft 4 in panda’s too big.
484.) Take your pet for a walk?: No.
485.) Have a snake?: No.
486.) Have webbed feet?: No
487.) Wear colorful socks?: Yeah
488.) Have a life?: Yeah, sort of.
489.) Drink coffee?: No
490.) Drink tea?: No, I tried.
Internet
491.) What are your screen names?: Subtly Dramatic
492.) Emails?: fallenseraph16@aol.com
493.) Do you have a website?: No.
494.) Do you have a live journal or dead journal?: Yeah.
495.) Do you ever get off the computer?: Yeah.
496.) What are your favorite websites?: Neopets.
497.) What are your favorite online stores?: Dunno.
498.) Do you buy a lot of stuff online?: Hahaha. “Hey, Dan, where’d you get that?” “The internet”
499.) If so, what?: Nothing.
500.) Whats the last thing you bought online?: My mom got me a sewing pattern.
501.) Do you have a lot of online friends?: Four.
502.) Have you ever met any of them in person?: Yeah. Max.
503.) Whos the best person to talk to online?: Alex at 1:00 in the morning or later.
504.) Do you ever catch yourself using computer language outloud? (i.e. saying "LOL"): Not seriously.
505.) Do you use AIM, ICQ, Yahoo, MSN?: AIM
506.) Whats your desktop background?: Some weird picture.
507.) Whats your AIM icon?: Me.
508.) How many hours do you spend online in a week on average?: Too many.
509.) Do you have a webcam or a mic?: No.
510.) If your computer shut down for a week, would you die?: Sometimes I feel like I will.
Presents
511.) Whats the best present you’ve ever received?: Panda. Legend of Mana. Giant purple Pegasus.
512.) Whats the worst present you’ve ever received?: ...some singing snowman with a piano from my grandma.
513.) Do you think its better to give than to receive?: No, I like them both.
514.) Do you feel guilty when people get you a great present, but you didn’t get them one?: No.
515.) Do you make up a lie to cover it up?: No.
More Favorites
516.) Favorite radio station: 94.7
517.) Favorite day of the week: Dunno.
518.) Favorite fruit: Frozen grapes.
519.) Favorite vegetable: PEAS!
520.) Favorite lunch meat: Roast beef. But I still don’t like that very much.
521.) Favorite candy bar: Hershey with almond.
522.) Favorite nail polish: Dunno. I have this like mauve color.
523.) Favorite chair: Dunno.
524.) Favorite early morning show: Invader Zim’s on sometimes.
525.) Favorite morning talk show host: Blegh.
526.) Favorite writing paper: Lined
527.) Favorite section of the newspaper: Don't care.
528.) Favorite sibling (if you have any): Eh.
529.) Favorite distant relative: Aunt Nance.
530.) Favorite dessert: Ben and Jerry’s chocolate fudge brownie out of the pint carton.
531.) Favorite weather: Warm. And not grey/cloudy.
532.) Favorite season: End of spring. Beginning of fall.
533.) Favorite shoe brand: Don’t care.
534.) Favorite lunch: Dunno. Soup? Pasta?
535.) Favorite breakfast: HELLO KITTY WAFFLES!
536.) Favorite author: Francesca Lia Block.
537.) Favorite gotten: What?
536.) Favorite place to see concerts: I don’t go to conerts
538.) Favorite band to see live: Uhm?
539.) Favorite survey you’ve ever taken: I’m like a little over half way done with this and my eyes.... they burn.
More This or That
540.) Nike/Adidas: Adidas.
541.) Alone/With friends: Depends.
542.) Work/Have off: Have off because I don’t work and I’m going to bed right now
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543.) Pomegranate/Perssimon: Whaat?
544.) Raspberry/Blueberry: Neither.
545.) Cheech and Chong/Abbot and Costello: Who?
546.) Acid/Shrooms: Neither
547.) Who/The Who: O_o
548.) Older/Newer: Older.
549.) Regular pretzel/Pretzel log: Regular
550.) Have sex/Make love: Ha. Sex.
Have you ever…
551.) Used a swear word the wrong way and made it sound completely stupid?: No?
552.) Skipped school?: No.
553.) Done drugs?: No.
554.) Been drunk?: No.
555.) Been so drunk you couldn’t remember your own name?: No.
556.) Had to look after someone who was on drugs?: No.
557.) Gone insane?: No
558.) Been in the hospital over night?: Not for a long time.
559.) Been in a car accident?: My mom used to hit things like mail boxes a lot.
560.) A bike accident?: Yeah
561.) Broken a bone?: No.
562.) Sprained a wrist or an ankle?: No.
563.) Been online for more than 8 hours at one shot?: Yeah
564.) Loved somebody so much it made you cry?: I don’t know if I loved him so much or if he was just enough of an ass.
565.) Watched TV for more than 11 hours straight?: Doubt it
566.) More than 12 hours?: Doubt that too
567.) How about 5 hours?: Yeah.
568.) Slipped in public and had everyone laugh at you?: Don’t think so
569.) Passed out from hunger?: No
570.) Been to a LAN party?: Since I don’t know what it is, I guess not.
Other Stuff
571.) Do you like going to basketball games?: No.
572.) How about swim meets?: No.
573.) Tennis matches?: I’d go if Alex asked me to. Lol
574.) Do you like Family Feud?: ?
575.) The ones with Richard?:
576.) How about Match Game?:
577.) Do you watch Game Show network regularly?: No
578.) Do you believe in dream catchers?: No
579.) Do transvestites appeal to you?: They’re people. I like people.
580.) Have you ever been to New York City?: Once.
581.) Do you wish you could live somewhere else?: Some days.
582.) Do you dress in different ways to look like other people?: Nah
583.) Yes or No: Christina Aguilera has talent: Has talent, doesn’t use it
584.) Do you like TiVo?: I don’t know.
585.) Do you have a TiVo?: No
586.) VCR’s or DVD players?: They both do the same thing
587.) Are you an animal rights activist?: No
588.) A vegan?: No
589.) Vegetarian?: No
590.) What do you want to be when you grow up?: Fashion Designer.
Do you know…
591.) Who won the Super Bowl last year?: Lol, no and I was sitting in a room with people watching it
592.) Two years ago?: No.
593.) Who hosted Family Feud after Richard?: Nope
594.) The author of "Frankenstein"?: Mary Shelly, I think.
595.) Who the Canadian Prime Minister is?: Nope
596.) The Queen of England?: Uh yeah i think
597.) Prime Minister of Britain?: No
598.) Espanol?: Not much.
599.) Deutsch?: No
600.) Japanese?: No
601.) François?: No
602.) Chinese?: No
603.) Portuguese?: No
604.) (If you don’t, do you wish you knew any of these languages?): Nah, Japanese if any.
605.) The capital of Switzerland?: I could look it up
606.) The capital of the US?: Washington D.C.
607.) All of the Canadian provinces?: No
608.) The two most commonly used languages in the world?: English, maybe and Japanese Or Spanish and Japanese?
609.) How to fly a kite?: Yeah
610.) How to surf?: No
611.) Skateboard?: Not really... I stood on a skateboard like twice.
612.) How about rollerblade?: Yes
613.) What year the Korean war started?: No. I know what started WWI!
Emotions
614.) What is the one thing in the world that makes you teary eyed?: Being frustrated.
615.) Happy eyed?: Dunno.
616.) What song always makes you sad?: I dunno.
617.) Happy?: Blegh, just being in a good mood.
618.) Which person always makes you really happy?: There’s a couple people. Well, not always, they make me angry sometimes too. Lol
619.) Really depressed?: Uhm, yeah. There’s a lot of those too.
620.) Are you a really emotional person?: Yeah, I guess.
621.) Are you a naturally depressed person?: My psychologist thinks I might. Pff.
622.) A naturally happy person?: I’m grumpy but hyper
623.) How long does it take you to overcome a bad emotion?: :) Forever.
624.) What do you do?: Complain.
625.) What song do you think was written about your life?: Eh.
The Last Person To…
626.) Who was the last person to hug you?: Dan.
627.) Talk to you?: I was with Ricky Max and Alex yesterday.
628.) IM you?: I IMed Dan?
629.) Touch you physically?: Prolly Alex or Ricky.
630.) Touch you emotionally?: Dan.
631.) Hurt you?: >_> Dan made me upset.
632.) Make you feel good?: Dan.
633.) Scold you?: Probably my dad.
634.) Praise you?: Dunno.
635.) Say "Hello" to you?: Daddy.
Weaknesses
636.) Are you secure with yourself?: Sometimes and with some things.
637.) What do other people think of you?: Some think I’m adorable, some think I’m a bitch.
638.) What kind of person do you see yourself as?: I have no idea.
639.) What is your one maaaaajjoooorrrr weakness?: I don’t care much about other people.
640.) Do you consider yourself to be a strong person?: Yeah.
641.) A weak person?: Not really.
642.) Are you stressed out?: Ha, God, yes.
643.) If someone insults you, can you just brush it off or move on?: If it’s stupid.
644.) Do you hold grudges against others that insult you?: Ha. Yes.
645.) If you are sitting in class and you say something really dumb or do something really stupid and everyone starts laughing at you, can you brush it off easily?: I don’t say that shit in the first place.
MORE Random Stuff
671.) Name all the Teletubbies in order right now no thinking: Tinky Winky. Dipsy. La La. Po. And how can you tell me I can’t THINK about it first?
672.) Do you like to blurt out random sayings in a conversation for no reason?: Not really sayings, it’s more what I’m thinking.
673.) Do you talk Simmish?: No. I do not.
674.) Oday ouyay peaksay igpay atinlay?: Yeah.
675.) Isn’t pig latin the best?: No.
676.) Do you have a distinct smell?: Everyone does.
677.) Do you know anyone who has a distinct smell that you wish you could bottle and make a perfume or something?: They probably sprayed it on in the first place?
678.) Have you ever read Gone With the Wind?: Started it and watched the movie.
679.) Did you ever have a crazy eighth grade teacher?: A little.
680.) Are you in an asylum?: No.
681.) College?: No
682.) What is your favorite scent?: FIRE DANCE.
683.) Do you eat chocolate?: Yeah, but not that much anymore.
684.) Where is your favorite restaurant?: Dunno.
685.) What is the best feeling in the world?: Dunno.
686.) What is the worst feeling in the world?: Dunno.
687.) Do like Spongebob?: Not really.
688.) Do you think he’s gay?: No.
689.) How about Squidward? Do I like him or do I think he’s gay?
690.) Do you like to make up stupid excuses in school like "I was too busy getting raped by a bull to do my homework"?: Not really. Or, they’re not stupidl.
691.) Do you do your homework every night?: No. I do it during classes or 2nd period.
692.) Do you usually get a lot?: Not really.
693.) "OOOOOO poor baby" << use that phrase a lot?: No?
694.) Have you ever been French kissed by a dog?: No.
695.) Have you ever fed a dog or cat out of your mouth?: Ew no.
697.) Don’t you wish they would make them for humans too?: Okay there's a skipped question
698.) Where is your second home?: Dunno, I never go to Alex’s, but that’s where it WOULD be. Oh. Maybe my moms apartment lol.
699.) Are dollar stores cool?: OH MY GOD, YES.
700.) How many phone numbers do you have memorized that you don’t need to look up?: I dunno, mostly my family and then Dan’s.
701.) Do you wish your teeth would get whiter?: Nah.
702.) Can you do the limbo?: Yeah
703.) Do you make New Year’s Resolutions?: No.
Which Friend…
704.) Has the best taste in music?: I don’t know.
705.) Has the coolest name?: Huang!
706.) Has the best taste in movies?: Dunno
707.) Has the nicest hair?: Dunno. Ricky used to lol.
708.) Has the fittest body?: Uhm, no clue
709.) Do you hang out with most?: Dan Van Wetering.
710.) Has the coolest parents?: Alex.
711.) Lives closest to you?: Dunno Dan?
712.) Lives the farthest from you?: Conor.
713.) Can you relate to most?: I dunno.
714.) Is the best for advice on anything?: Haha, none of them.
715.) Can you make you laugh the easiest?: Alex.
Word Association!
716.) blow: up
717.) lollipop: cherry
718.) obnoxious: I have no fucking idea.
719.) cold: My hands.
720.) hot: summer
721.) smell: cookies
722.) car: scary
723.) rain: wet
724.) wet: pool
725.) steamy: noodles!
726.) bite: cute
727.) beer: gross
728.) rock: pet
729.) hard: driveway
730.) soft: pillows
OK Here’s the dirty part
731.) Have you ever played a game that required the removal of clothing?: Not a game?
732.) What’s your favorite place to be kissed?: Hips. Or neck.
733.) Are you a tease?: Yeah... I guess.
734.) Spit or swallow: Swallow O_o

More "Do you"…
735.) Twirl your hair?: I have no clue.
736.) Hate yourself?: No
737.) Want to kill yourself?: No
738.) Dream of death and blood and gore?: Last night I had a dream about a murderer.
739.) Go into frequent fits of depression and/or rage?: Ha, I guess.
740.) Touch your face a lot?: Probably.
741.) Watch MTV?: No.
742.) Have any lesbian/gay/bi friends?: Yeah
743.) Consider yourself tolerant of other people’s differences?: Depends.
744.) Wish you could fly?: No.
745.) Wish you could be invisible?: No.
746.) Read minds?: No.
747.) Watch wrestling?: No.
748.) Like filling out love surveys?: I guess.
749.) Work out?: I try.
750.) Play any sports?: Not anymore.
More Have You Ever…
751.) Gotten a DUI?: No
752.) A speeding ticket?: No
753.) Been in a fist fight?: Just my sister.
754.) Participated in a backyard wrestling match?: No.
755.) Considered a life as a criminal?: No
756.) Held a gun?: No
757.) Considered prostituting yourself for money?: No
758.) Been used?: Yeah
759.) Been rejected?: Yeah
761.) Threw up on a roller coaster?: No, but they make me feel sick
762.) Laughed so hard you peed your pants?: No
763.) Slept more than 13 hours straight?: Once.
764.) Tackled the mailman?: No
765.) Laugh so hard you cried?: Yeah
766.) Been on the phone for more than 5 hours straight?: Yeah
767.) Done crack?: No
768.) Done cocaine?: No
769.) Passed out during school?: No
770.) Had unprotected sex?: No
More Random Questions!!!!!!!!!!
771.) Do you know what boricua/moricua/morena mean?: No
772.) What language is spoke in Brazil?: Portuguese.
773.) Can you name all 32 football teams in the NFL?: No.
774.) How about every baseball team in MLB?: No.
775.) Do you like hot dogs?: Sometimes.
776.) Are baseball games fun?: If it’s not fucking cold out.
777.) Is 7 a lucky number?: No.
778.) Do you believe in Ouiji boards?: Dunno
779.) Have you ever played a guitar?: For 3 months
780.) Do you have dreams about becoming famous?: No
781.) Do you like U2?: No
782.) Has anyone ever asked you about U2 and you responded "I LOVE U2!" and the other person got really confused?: No.
783.) Do you own a CD by the Beatles?: No
784.) Do you straighten your hair?: Sometimes.
785.) Do you wear sweat pants?: I don’t have any.
786.) Do you wear black lipstick?: No
787.) What kind of headphones do you have?: The headphone-y kind.
788.) Do you use your portable CD player a lot?: ipod, meh.
789.) How often do you need to buy a new CD player?: Dunno
790.) What is the CD in your CD player right now?: Dunno
791.) How often do you change your underwear?: Everyday
792.) Are you addicted to popping pimples?: Yuck, that’s bad for you.
793.) Do you ever slip and accidentally say "pimping popples" instead of "popping pimples"?: I don’t talk about it on a regular basis?
794.) Do you have a walk in closet?: Yeah. Kind of...
795.) Did you ever get stuck in a closet while listening to "Harder to breathe" or whatever by Maroon 5?: No.
796.) Do you pray daily?: No.
797.) If you die right now what will happen to you?: Don’t know don’t care.
798.) Are you paranoid?: Not often.
799.) Do you go to thrift stores to shop?: No, they aren’t good for girls clothes.
800.) Have you ever seen a used pair of underwear for sale?: Not yet.
Which One Are You?
801.) Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle: Dunno.
802.) Power Ranger: Uh, GREEN. Yes, the one with the mullet.
803.) Rugrat: Dunno.
804.) Powerpuff Girl: Bubbles
805.) Villain: Dunno.
Do You Own…
806.) A cell phone?: Yes
807.) A CPR certification card?: No.
808.) A Member’s Only jacket?: No
809.) A book over 900 pages long?: Yeah.
810.) A porno?: No
811.) A gun?: No
812.) A pair of toe socks?: Yeah
813.) A portable DVD player?: No.
814.) A Michael Bolton CD?: No
815.) A car?: No
816.) A trucker hat?: No
817.) A pair of cut-off shorts?: No
818.) A wife beater?: Used to.
819.) A butcher knife?: No
820.) A pocket knife?: No
821.) A Rolex?: No
822.) A bike?: Yes
823.) A thong?: Yes
824.) A bikini?: Yes
825.) A speedo (guys)?:
826.) Anything from Tijuana?: No
827.) A drum set?: No
828.) An electric guitar?: No
829.) A signed photo of anyone famous?: No
830.) Any of the "Rocky" movies?: No
More Random Questions….no they will not stop
831.) Do you have fleas?: No
832.) Quote Aladdin in any way: I don’t give two shits about AladdinI
833.) Did you ever play backyard baseball in real life?: I just bought a wiffle ball set and no one wants to play with e.
834.) How big is your backyard?: Big, but it has a lot of trees.
835.) Do you like hairy backs?: No.
836.) Hairy chests?: Nah
837.) Are you attracted to older men/women?: Not really.
838.) Do you wish you had more hair?: Longer hair, yes.
839.) What does Prilosec treat?: I don’t remember but I know it says Prilosec OTC or soemthing
841.) Are you on any medication?: No
842.) Do you have asthma?: No
843.) Do you have an inhaler?: No
844.) Do you use your inhaler more than 5 times a week?: No
845.) Do you think you need to take medication for this disorder?: I don’t have fucking asthma.
846.) When was the last time you got a haircut?: Couple months ago.
847.) What is your hair length?: Dunno
848.) Do you know how to change a tire?: No.
849.) Do you know how to change oil in a car?: Nope!
850.) Did a ring ever turn your finger purple/blue/green?: Yeah!
851.) Have you ever taken a bus ride to another state?: No
852.) Have you ever taken a bus to the mall?: No
853.) Do you like the show Recess?: No
854.) What’s your take on the show Judge Judy?: No
855.) When did WW2 start?: 1939?
856.) When did it end?: 1945
857.) What is your nationality?: I’m German and Irish
858.) Where did your family come from?: ^^^?
859.) Have you ever been to Hell?: Nope.
860.) Do you believe there is a Satan?: Sure why not.
861.) Do you believe in angels?: Sure why not.
862.) Do people always tell you that you look stoned?: No
863.) What percentage of the time are you actually NOT stoned?: All of them.
864.) Do you like to say random words during conversations like "naked" to get people’s reactions?: No.
865.) Do you own any NKOTB merchandise?: No
866.) Have you ever gotten the urge to bang any member from Menudo?: No
867.) Aren’t those Menudo kids soooooooooooooo sexy?: No
868.) Do you constantly use away messages even if you are gone for 3 days at one shot?: No.
869.) Do you collect anything?: Not really.
870.) Have you ever made a bong from an exhaust pipe?: No.
871.) Do you have pothead neighbors?: No.
872.) Which is your favorite toe?: I dont like toes
873.) Favorite finger?: Pinky!
874.) How many wisdom teeth do you have?: I DON’T WANT THEM TO COME OUT.
875.) Do you have a Kidz Bop CD?: No
876.) Do you like to watch the Kidz Bop commercials just because they’re so sad and stupid?: No.
877.) Have you ever made out with someone of the same sex?: Twice.
878.) If you answered yes to 877, WHY????????!!!: Because I had a wheel of passion game the first time and I got 87 cents the second time.
879.) Do you grind a lot?: No
880.) Do you like to grate cheese?: I don’t know?
881.) Can you sing the Oscar Meyer jingle?: Yeahup!
882.) Are you related to someone famous through only 3 degrees of seperation?: No
883.) How about 5 degrees of seperation?: No
884.) OK be honest…hows the survey so far?: Meow?
885.) Do you usually like to answer all the questions on surveys?: Meow?
886.) What time is it?: 11:21 AM
887.) Do you use the word ‘uber’ a lot?: No. Never.
888.) Do you pretend like you know other languages when you really don’t?: No?
889.) Can you take a crap in other people’s houses without feeling awkward?: I don’t crap. EW!
890.) Have you ever overflowed a toilet in public?: No
891.) What did you do?: I didn’t
892.) Have you ever heard an old lady say "fuck"?: No
893.) Do you swear like a sailor?: Nope
894.) Do you think it’s sassy when people of the opposite sex swear every once in a while when they usually don’t?: No
895.) Can you sit on the toilet and take a poo?: I’m sure most people can?
896.) What term do you like to use for poo the most: Poop
897.) What does PMS stand for?: Premenstrual Syndrome, Package management system, Pantone Matching System, Pop'n Music Script, potassium metabisulfite and that’s all I feel like typing.
898.) Do you like to inhale potpourri?: No
899.) Can you say the alphabet backwards without stopping?: No
900.) How far can you count on your fingers?: I dont know
901.) Are outhouses or porta potties ok for you?: I guess. I don’t really enjoy them
902.) What is the funniest portapotty company name you have ever seen?: I don’t read the portapotties.
903.) How many people are on your AIM buddy list?: 54
904.) Do you like the Godfather movies?: Never seen em
905.) How about Good Fellas?: Never seen
906.) Watch the Sopranos?: Never seen
907.) Does the mobster life appeal to you?: Nah
908.) Do you know anyone in the mob?: No
909.) Have you ever woken up to find a horse head laying in your bed?: No
910.) If you could rename your town to be anything you want, what would you name it?: Dunno.
911.) Osama Bin Laden: dead or alive?: DEAD OR ALIVE XTREME BEACH VOLLEYBALL?
912.) Do you wear a lot of bright colors?: Sometimes
913.) Do you watch day time soaps?: No
914.) Do you watch Cartoon Network?: Yeah
915.) Do you use a calculator?: Yeah.
916.) What kind is it?: 83+
917.) Do you like pizza to be delivered to you?: Yeah, only 2 places do though.
918.) Did you ever have to do a science project?: Yeah.
919.) Don’t they suck?: Chyeah
920.) Did you ever have to help a family member with a science project?: No.
921.) Do you help out at the Special Olympics?: No
922.) Do you know anyone with mental disabilities?: Yeah. Will made me a bracelet the other day. :)
923.) Are you a racist?: No
924.) When you go to restaurants do you eat a lot or try and minimize you intake?: Depends
925.) Do you diet?: Trying to.
926.) Do you have trouble sticking to promises?: No, because I don’t make them.
Hygeine
927.) How often do you shower?: Daily, usually.
928.) Do you wash your hands after you go to the bathroom?: Yes
929.) How often do you wash your face?: When I shower.
930.) When you bleed do you use a band aid?: Yes!
931.) Do you wash your cuts out with soap and water?: No
932.) Do you wash your hair every day?: Yeah.
933.) Do you blow your nose a lot?: No.
934.) Do you cough a lot?: No.
935.) If so, do you cover your mouth or let the germs fly?: Cover my mouth
936.) Do you wear deoderant regularly?: Yeah
Issues
937.) Do you have any type of mental disability?: Don’t think so.
938.) Do you have OCD?: No.
939.) Do you have ADHD?: No
940.) Are you on any medication for any mental disorder?: No
941.) Do you suffer from anxiety or depression?: Not sure. My psychologist thinks maybe a little.
942.) Do you get sick really often and for long periods of time?: Yeah, I guess. Not way too often though
943.) Have you ever had the chicken pox?: Yeah
944.) The monkey pox?: No
945.) The mumps?: No
946.) The measles?: No
947.) Did you ever have a hole in your heart?: No
The Last Set of Random Questions
948.) Have you ever been on TV?: No
949.) Have you ever been on the radio?: No
950.) In the newspaper?: No
951.) Have you ever been quoted by anyone at all?: Maybe.
952.) Do you watch Saved By The Bell?: No
953.) Did you cry when Mr. Rogers died?: No
954.) Did you ever see the movie Who Framed Roger Rabbit?: No
955.) Do you think Frank Zilinski is a moron?: I dont know
956.) Throw me some Polish names: I don’t know any.
957.) What size shoe do you have?: 6 in girls, 4 in boys.
958.) How many pairs of shoes do you have?: A few
959.) How big is your wardrobe?: Massive.
960.) How much do you weigh?: Ugh 136. Fuck it. Go away.
961.) How tall are you?: 4’11 and ¾
962.) Do you have cankles?: No
963.) Do you have fat wrists?: No
964.) Fat thighs?: I don’t know?
965.) Do you shave your toes?: Lol?
966.) Do you shave your legs?: Pfff, only when I’m gonna wear a skirt or swimsuit.
967.) How often?: Usually not more than once a month :)
968.) How about those armpits?: Yeah.
969.) Are you a germaphobe?: No, but I have to wash my hands every morning before school if I didn’t shower in the morning.
970.) How many legs does an octopus have?: 8!?
971.) How many legs do you have?: 2!?
972.) Do you have braces?: No, used to.
973.) Are you getting sick of these questions?: Nah.
974.) Do you snort when you laugh?: No
975.) Do you snore?: No
976.) Do you have your own room?: Yeah
977.) Do you have an overactive bladder?: Yeah -_-
978.) How about an overactive pooper?: No
979.) Have you ever had an out of body experience?: Nope.
980.) Do you know who Tim Burton is and/or do you like him?: Yes and I don’t really care.
981.) How about Tim Curry?: No
982.) Are you ticklish?: A little.
983.) Do you have a gay uncle?: No
984.) A lesbian aunt?: No
985.) Do you like salad?: Yeah
986.) Have you ever been to a Farmers Market?: No
987.) Ever been to a pig auction?: No
988.) Are you artsy?: Yeah.
989.) Do you like to eat pie?: No, I don’t like pie.
990.) Do you like to say "no pun intended" for no reason?: No, I don’t even say it when there is a reason.
991.) Whats your favorite pie flavor?: Pie is gross.
992.) Do you like ice cream cake?: No.
993.) Is the glass half empty or half full?: Depends on the drink.
994.) Who was the Lone Ranger’s, nephew’s, horse?: What?
995.) Do you like cheese?: Not really.
996.) Do you know Eric Shaun?: No
997.) Do you think that last question was really lame?: Sure
998.) Did you think this whole survey was really lame?: I think it’s questions like these that make this survey 1001 questions.
999.) Was it a waste of your time?: That was the point
1000.) Do you waste a lot of time doing stupid pointless things when you should be doing more important things?: Yes.
1001.) Do you think too much? Yeah.

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 21:15:04 GMT

So basically
The other night
Dan did that whole
"Well I don't know if I still like you" thing
cause I've been bitchy lately
And I mean, he did it before in January
And it just makes me think
What the hell am I doing?
Cause he almost dumped me then
And I got upset and we talked about it
And then everything was fine
And that's exactly what happened this time
Give it another month or two
He'll probably feel the same way again
I don't feel like FORCING him to put up with me
And I don't want to feel as if I'm constantly being judged as a girlfriend
I'm so confused
He decides maybe he doesn't like me
He just talks about it to me
I get upset, of course
And then he goes back to "Oh my God, I can't believe I almost did that, I'm such a jerk"
Blegh. I don't know how to handle this.

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 21:43:48 GMT

Apparently there was an announcement second period yesterday
That I didn't hear
And someone else died
There hasn't been a single year that I've gone to Fremd
Where someone hasn't died
But the only person that got some huge hype
Was James
People who didn't even know James felt compelled to care
He got some fucking rock with a plaque outside
The school has this huge announcement
Moment of silence thing
People hand out ribbons
People who don't even know the kid insist on seeing a school counselor
But last year Nick died and this year I guess her name's Melissa
And you don't hear anything more than 5 minutes of it
It's kind of aggrivating
Some varsity swimmer, who had a 4.0, was going to whatever college, and had a girlfriend dies
And the school makes some big deal
People who don't know him make a big deal

I guess the rest of the Fremd students suck?

And I fucking hate my older sister
Either she's actually trying to help or she's just a bossy ass power hungry control freak
And whichever, it does me no good

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 01:58:29 GMT

I change my mind
About a lot of things
I don't like me
I don't know what I want
I don't know what I want to do with life
I don't know what I'll do if I change my mind about my career
Everyone's parents tell them they can be or do whatever they want
That they can get into whatever college they want
If they try hard enough
Okay, I'm intelligent, I know that.
But maybe I just played the game as an idiot
I won't get in anywhere else
Other than design schools and all that crap
I don't like routine
I don't like change either
But I like a general routine that changes?
I think I'm a bitch
I don't feel like changing it, I don't really mind it
But it sucks for everyone else
I don't feel like being nice to anyone really
Save maybe Alex
I like sitting by myself at home
But I don't like when I have nothing to do
I miss my friends
I miss going to gaming at Jack's on Saturdays
I miss Chris and Conor
But they don't seem to give two shits half the time
I don't want Conor to go into the military
I don't want Alex and Ricky to go to college
I don't care if I don't see them as often as I like
I just don't want them to be out of my reach if I need them
I'm not going to have anyone next year
I hate my weight and the way it makes me look
No one else really notices or cares
I do
I'm always trying to fix it
I stopped eating candy a year ago
I don't eat as much crap in general
I don't even eat much during the day
I work out, not really whenEVER I can, but I do
And it doesnt seem to be doing anything for me
Often, that motivates people
When something doesn't work, they try harder
Not me
When something doesn't work, I give up
I don't want to do that
I give up on giving up
Or at least that's what I tell myself now
That's not how I'll be thinking tomorrow, maybe even in an hour
I have no idea anymore

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 15:11:12 GMT

It's nice out today
And yesterday I convinced my dad to get me a $6 whiffle ball set [howEVER you spell that word]
Well, it didn't take much convincing
So I'm gonna try to get people over
Chances are, it isn't gonna work
But I'll still try
I still have to read 64 pages of The Great Gatsby [ew?]
And do my history timeline shit [but that's due Tuesday]
Spring break for the most part was shit
But that's okay, I suppose.

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 00:39:11 GMT

Door County over spring break = lame
My thumb hurts, I can't crack my knuckle
I'm too irritable
Blegh.
I need a new friend.
Yep. I do.

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 05:13:10 GMT

I come off way too strong
or way too weird maybe.
Or both.
I love myself for it
But I hate where it gets me in life.

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 03:43:18 GMT

Someone talk to me.
Listen to me.
I'm breaking apart.

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 22:17:41 GMT

I have to pee right now
Sometimes, I feel like I'm going insane.
I need to get started on my portfolio for college too
It's really going to end up childish
Whatever, love me or hate me for it, I sort of give up
My dad's coming home soon to take me to the Y
I really don't like my dad
I really don't like most people
Oh, and I really don't like working out
Because it doesn't fucking do anything
And when it doesn't do anything, I cry
I cry too much. No, I'm not a sissy
I just kind of throw hissy fits
Okay, I am a sissy
I get frustrated way too much and way too easily
I don't fucking care
Okay, yes I do

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:30:07 GMT

I've been really depressed/depressing lately
I feel bad for Dan
I mean, in the past two weeks I've probably started crying
Like.... 6 times
More than that, I bet
I don't know why
I've just been feeling wretched
I mean, over all, my mood's just fine
But I get into these states where I just can't put up with anything
I'm afraid of losing everything
But I don't want anything
I'm in a sense spiraling out of control
Nothing's going right, but I don't know what to fix

I'm fucking going nuts.
Tomorrow's Valentine's Day.
Have a good one?